The last two weeks have been insanely stressful. I've come to the conclusion that Satan is determined- determined to crush my faith, make me angry at God, and push my buttons till I snap.... What do you do when Satan is on your heels? Do you know what that feels like?
The last two weeks my time with God has been an emotional mess (to be honest I'm sure if recorded everyone would have a good laugh). It's peaceful to know that I'm not mad or angry at God! However, others in my life who bring frustration, stress, qult, self-centered messes, etc. is where I stumble! God knows this! I also know Satan knows this... Spiritual warfare is not a JOKE and when Satan uses those around me to make me stumble instead of holding me up... I get angry! Unfortunately, I often forget that Satan is using them, the circumstances, my feelings, and my emotions... Is it really them? Or is it me letting Satan win!
Tonight as I focus on the last two weeks I admittedly let Satan win in some of those stressful situations. God is amazing! You know why? He forgives! He forgives me completely not partially! I pray I can follow in those footsteps and continue to forgive completely!
Family and friends I LOVE JESUS! I'm not perfect, but he is! Every day I sin, every day I repent, and every day He forgives! EVERY DAY I hurt God, every day I sin, and every day he forgives! Jesus is my EXAMPLE I LIVE BY! How about you?