2018 is coming to an end, and many reflections, praises, and blessings come to mind. Change has been a key word for 2018. We have continued to grasp on God’s grace and timing.
So often in life we don’t do things because there hard, or it hurts, or the fear is overwhelming. Pop wasn’t too fond of putting up the Christmas tree, but with some love and elves he gave in.
Little notes all over the Christmas decor, ornaments neatly wrapped in tissue paper from the 50s then carefully placed in a sandwich baggie. Great Gran even placed a little note on the Christmas bulbs.... a reminder to check the lights before wrapping them around the tree.
Great Gran always speaks love into my life and tonight was no different. “Test bulbs!” Before going out into the world or about your day “test your bulb!” Are you shining bright?
We are having a door decorating contest at school. Last week I finished my door and a large bulletin board... Guess the theme? “Let your light shine” Each student decorated their own light bulb and I filled my door and bulletin board with them.
The “test bulbs” was a reminder that the best parts of Great Gran are inside of me, my brothers, cousins, parents, aunts, uncles, and Pop!
Great Gran loved Christmas lights and this time of year. May we all shine bright for the Lord today and each day we are on this earth!
Thank you Lord for allowing us to feel my Grandma’s presence tonight. We felt her in the little notes, in the receipt she neatly placed in the bag with the new lights she bought three years ago (apparently she didn’t know of the Walmart return policy), Pops stories about how decorating the tree took Great Gran 6+ hours, and how Great Gran loved to give Pop sugar once the tree lights were on.... There were more stories, but in all of them Pop shared the love they have for one another is still very much alive today!
For 67 years they physically put up the Christmas tree together and today they did in love, spirit, and memories.
I had one of the hardest conversations with someone I love last week. The honesty that poured from their mouth has left me in prayer, on my knees, and regardless of how hard to hear... thankful.
We all need people in our lives that love us so much they have the “guts” to say the hard things. To speak truth, meet us where we are, and guide us to our knees. With a heavy heart; I post for the one that needs reminded of how much God loves you!
Reflections from my time in the word and with God this past week:
-Relationships with humans are complicated... you will be misunderstood, mistreated, hurt, and challenged, but God has placed every single himan in your life to teach you something! Love them and know some lessons in life are easier/harder than others!
-God may call you to arrive early and stay late... discerning the difference between God’s voice and selfish ambition is the key.
-Only God knows your purpose and when unsure of that purpose go to him!
-Follow God’s guidance and know sometimes you will say “no” to the demands and requests of others....
I had big plans for Great Gran on earth today! Over the summer we talked many times about how September was a big month for us. “Honey, you are too busy to throw a party,” Grandma would say. Then I would go on a tangent about not being busy and definitely not too busy for her.
Great Gran was stubborn, but so am I! I miss calling her on Friday or Saturday and telling her to be at the house at 5 for dinner and her trying to say no and me ending the call “I love you see you at 5” and hanging up. Pop and Great Gran would show up every time❤️ I miss her spunk, indecisiveness, consistency, calls, inspiration, encouragement, and wave. Happy Birthday in heaven Great Gran! I know your day will be great!
When we leave this earth to see Jesus those we love are left with memories. As we embark on a new season this month may we all be intentional in creating loving memories with those we love. We were blessed with a Great Gran that was intentional about creating memories with us and then sending us a thank you card for making the memory. I pray each of you have/had a loving and caring person who speaks/spoke life into your life so much you can feel/see them when they are gone.
2nd grade, 1st grade, and preschool...Ryan and I have been blessed with three amazing babies that are growing way too fast.
We all loved returning to school minus the early mornings, no naps, and no pool days. We all are excited about the year ahead and the growth to come.