For all who wait, For all who hunger, For all who've prayed, For all who wander
Behold your King, Behold Messiah, Emmanuel, Emmanuel
Today was the fifth time I got in the car and heard this song.... God has wanted me to share with you what was going on the first time I heard this song. So here I go....
I try my best to see the good in all, the positive in all situations, but last week I struggled.... The kids and I were on our way home from clinic and I was screaming inside. Angry, frustrated, hurt, and disappointed. Honestly, there wasn't one single thing it was 6 months of little things that came crashing down. All the things were so small I never dealt with them, but when added with 50 others it led me to SCREAMING inside.
To say this season has been easy breezy or that I've handled it all with no flaws would be a lie. Every day I wake up and face the mountain of life. The same mountain that all of you face. The mountain's terrain is different for each of us, but the mountain is there.
As the kids' screams filled the van tears fell... (then the ugly cry came). This song came on the radio and the kid's screams became silent.
The world waits for a miracle