Madison's med list is intense as I have shared several times. I'm still unsure on how I made the mistake I did this morning, but I did. Madison is suppose to get 30ml of cyclosporine every 12 hours. The way the med comes I throw away 120 mls of extra cyclosporine after every dose. This morning I managed to hook up the med to the wrong pump resulting in her getting 150ml of cyclosporine..... Long story short I rushed her to the emergency room around 11:30am. They have admitted her for overnight observation, but as of now is acting like normal Madison (Thank you God). I, of course; have spent the afternoon in tears and completely upset that I made this mistake! I could make 100 excuses, but the reality is I'm responsible for Madison and any med error is my fault. The responsibility it takes to care for Madison is great and I know that! Praying this is my first and last mistake while caring for Madison medically. Madison has been enjoying herself this evening. I've decided that although she is like me her go with the flow attitude comes from Ryan! I asked Madison, "Do you want to see Elsa?" She of course took off down the hallway. When she seen Elsa she reached for her hand...... God has big plans for these girls! You can feel God's love and presence when they are together! What they share some will never understand. The girls played and of course my heart melted! Madison does love other people and kids! Tonight I'm embracing God's divine interruption! Apparently, my plans to shop and bake today with the kids wasn't what God wanted.... I did find someone's wallet today in the hospital parking lot while taking Madison in! The security guard seemed surprised I turned it in.... Breaks my heart someone would even consider not turning it in.... Either way the owner now has it.
Please pray Madison has no complications while the cyclosporine gets out of her system!
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Elsie
12/22/2015 07:02:29 pm
Pray your baby gets better. Your only human everyone makes mistakes don't be so hard on yourself.
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Brittany and Jeremy Pearson
12/22/2015 07:32:46 pm
Prayers headed y'alls way!!! Hang in there! I understand how scary a medication mistake is. Hang in there Lashes!!!!
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Kelly
12/22/2015 07:37:35 pm
Our family continues to pray for yours! I am always in awe at your strength and postive attitude. God sure has you and your family in his hands. I know as a nurse a medication error is a big deal. But do not get yourself down. The best of best nurses have all made mistakes. We are all only human and we learn from mistakes. I bet you will never do it again. Merry Christmas to your family!
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Blanche Goebel
12/22/2015 07:43:57 pm
Lindsey, I'm so glad everything turned out ok with Madison.
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Familyinfaith
12/22/2015 07:55:47 pm
That guy sinking experience every parent has experienced at least once. Keep your chin up. I had a neighbor who did the same thing with her own meds after she mixed the med bottles up. Thought they were nitro for chest pain & took 3 then realized they were blood pressure pills. She stayed overnight too in the hospital for observing & one bag of fluid. You did the right thing to bring her in. That's what great parents do. We don't always get things right but our love is always there. Praying God calms fears, doubts & provides comfort & peace this Christmas for you & Madison.
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Jessie maske
12/22/2015 08:37:04 pm
Praying for you all. Everyone makes mistakes, you have great faith and are one of God's children, forge ahead. Love you all
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Brenda Beck
12/22/2015 09:25:26 pm
Lindsey you are in my prayers ourGod will take care He is in control
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Laura Hill
12/22/2015 09:31:59 pm
Your a GREAT mother Lindsy! Everyone makes mistakes. God Bless you and your wonderful family!
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Pam
12/23/2015 06:34:23 am
Do not beat yourself up...satan would have you overwhelmed with guilt; God has you in His arms of grace. Grace beats out guilt every time!!!! Terry and I are praying for you all.
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12/23/2015 07:50:36 am
Lindsey, praying for u & your family. Embrace the holiday season and God's love
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betty roe
12/23/2015 11:10:42 am
as they say things happen for a reason, maybe god thought she needed a little boost in that med. You are hands down the best mother I know. yo do a fab job Merry Christmas to you all!
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